PartsWednesday, July 25, 2007What we have theses days is a evil lurking in me....I m so tired of protecting all I need help and the help I need is gonna come from the outside. T's and Eric especially cause he has been so supportive since I got home...I love him so much I can't imagine life with out him.. I am so tired and have to go to work. It's only one shift. I feel a little better D wrote to me I hope we can continue to communicate. Well off to work MIR call me I know u are busy but I miss u much...all of Jen's parts weekendMonday, July 23, 2007Good morning..I will be taken child number three to the bus stop in a few minutes just wasnted to tell ya all about the weekend and this feeling I have or this part that I have its real evil and won't leave me alone. It's very frustarating because again the body memories are terrible. i see pdoc at 9 ;30 after work...I like work. But I am so tire HI it's meThursday, July 19, 2007I just want to say to Ella you were very brave today.....you did not have to talk to N and you did...I hope you are inside now safe. I can not figure out your age but I am guessing very young. Charlotte is helping a lot with her right now I need to work on the buddy system. I also need to some how make this year different then last year. we r going to the pool less making it easier for parts that don't feel safe. We really just want to be normal...what ever normal is these days.. N is so aware of us. She and M knows us so well. even with new part coming up. These days sometimes fell like the end of time...Like dying is gonna happen some day and I will totally not be ready for it. Someone will just jump out and well.............................Jen TherapyFriday, July 13, 2007Body feels like its been run over by a truck.. Body memories suck!!!! movies...childhoodThursday, July 12, 2007hey went to see shrek 3 it was good I took 2 3 4 and 5 to see it. ! went and saw a movie with her friends she is growing up so fast. At least she has a normal childhood....Sometimes that messes with our head and people get upset. but at least i get to watch how a real kid gets to see the world. update rants and ravesTuesday, July 10, 2007ok well I have not blogged in a few days...I really want to say to dawn I really appreciate your comments. I hope maybe we can just blog back and forth about our lives. But you will let me know when u are ready................. |
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