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Thursday, June 23, 2005


Small One YOU are safe now in our care...precious little one no one can hurt you anymore. The year is 2005 and we are here to take care of you Jenna Posted by Hello
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Charlotte and Destiny

Chaotic I mean chaotic...life is so chaotic......the family is comming in on Saturday...I m so messed up can't handle the pressure. Need some respite but have none. Have had a terrible feeling about N and M. To say the least no one wants to be safe. Which makes the inside not a safe place.... No safe place..Even my safe place does not feel safe..... Charlotte/Destiny
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Is it real?

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Did not feel like blogging had a death in the family..The grandfather died Sunday morning..SAD...REAL? I can't make sense of it...All I know is I am feeling more than I have ever felt and I don't like it.....mixed emotions who knew?
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Monday, June 06, 2005


Not being known doesn't stop the truth from being true. Autum

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Light is meaningful only in relation to darkness, and truth presupposes error. It is these mingled opposites which people our life, which make it pungent, intoxicating. We only exist in terms of this conflict, in the zone where black and white clash.


Light is meaningful only in relation to darkness, and truth presupposes error. It is these mingled opposites which people our life, which make it pungent, intoxicating. We only exist in terms of this conflict, in the zone where black and white clash.


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Friday, June 03, 2005


NEVER GIVE UP ZARA Posted by Hello
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Ok I am finally back.....Feeling so much better...Life is worth living again It is not as crazy as it was. I seem to be able to handle things a little better now. I still have difficultly with C and her occupational therapy, but something I am going to work on. I do not feel like I want to die every moment of the day. That is good. We are working more as a team on the inside. Which feels so different. The kids are freaking out right now. Anxiety goes way up. Wow I guess I am not as ok as I thought. I can't handle K screaming and yelling.. so someone else comes out and is as patient as can be, she does not yell.. wow i was co-conscious..but it was so scary. I feel ungrounded..keep typing.... She sent K to her room for a time out..and says there is consequeces for her behavior..wow a mom a real mom takes care of these kids. Someone who is stong and consistent but loving and caring..I guess co consciousness is the way to go. Even tho it was scary and I am not even sure who popped out...Leah I hear. Ok things really have changed inside. I am really surprised. well I am glad to be home and hope things continue to be ok...Jen

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