Anger\sadness
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Anger It is the root of my sh. I always want to hurt when I feel angry. But under that is sooooo much sadness. That a when a little bit of the anger dissipates the overwhelming sadness is too much. What to do?
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 2:04 PM
just another day
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Tired anxious and very sad......big people should not be able to hurt little people! I am really sorry violet that you were hurt so bad. I want to be able to take the pain away but I do not know how to do that
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 2:40 PM
Diet coke Lovers and headache free ( yeah me)
Friday, October 19, 2007
I'm a soda-holic. I don't think I can go a day without having a few sodas. Not just one, but at least 2 - at least! Caffeine-free diet coke is the answer to us soda-holics dreams. See, we don't want the calories and sugar in regular coke. But we go even further and get rid of the caffeine. To those of you out there who don't understand our need, you might say, "well why not just have water?" I have heard that so many times. It's an addiction people. I need to feel that raspy taste going smoothly down my throat, or those bubbles tickling my nose just ever so slightly. Caffeine-free diet coke actually tastes more like regular Coke than does Diet Coke and I find that it tastes better than Diet Coke. If you have to have sodas like me, then this is the way to go.
I found this online it is totally me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 11:49 AM
This is how I feel
Monday, October 15, 2007
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 7:48 AM
Bye
Off to get help with headaches hope it works I will miss u all
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 7:43 AM
ramblings by charlotte
Friday, October 12, 2007
ok today I am very nervous I do not know why. ye was the drug day from hell.....Elavil had an allergic reaction from it. was taking beadryl the whole time . I think I am nervous because of monday. It is not a psych ward so no locked door. I do have a signed safety contract and a I want to get better contract which I need to work on one about therapy to. I have been trying not only to educate trhe kids inside but also the kids outside.
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 7:08 AM
Hmmmm what is going on in my head???????????
Thursday, October 11, 2007
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 5:37 PM
Going to hospital to get help on headaches
Inpatient Headache Treatment: The goal of inpatient treatment is to stop your headache cycle. To do this, you will be given intravenous medications along with continuous IV fluids. You will also receive a low-caffeine diet. We use a team approach to treatment. Your treatment team includes your attending physician, the nurse coordinator, a neurology resident, a psychologist, a psychiatrist, and the unit nurses. Other team members may include a physical therapist, dietitian, and medical students. These professionals work together to ensure that you receive comprehensive treatment according to your care needs
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 6:57 AM
HEll
Sunday, October 07, 2007
SURPRISE...I hate birthdays........three more days yuck......I feel so sick today took a lot of meds to sleep and had to get up with my kids and niece and nephew...LOL meds DO NOTHING
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 7:41 AM
Tiffany....20 years ago Anna
Friday, October 05, 2007
Fuckin trigger go away.....Sage
If there was no tomorrow
Then tonight would never end
If we could freeze
The hands of time
I would stay here in your arms
And not go back again
'Cause all I want
Is for you to hold me now
And we can make it
Through this night together
All I need
Is for you to show me how
'cause nothing can stop this
Feeling of forever
I've never felt this close to love
Liein' here face to face
Far beneath the silver skies
There's no one around
To chase this night away
'Cause all I want
Is for you to hold me now
And we can make it
Through this night together
All I need
Is for you to show me how
Cause nothing can stop this
Feeling of forever
The world is ours tonight
As long as we just believe
The feelings that we hold inside
Are in every heart that beats
Cause all I want
Is for you to hold me now
And we can make it
Through this night together
All I need
Is for you to show me how
Cause nothing can stop this
Feeling of forever
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 5:52 PM
Birthdays
I will be 34 next week how ironic............20 years ago when I was in 8th grade I made a very big mistakes. I was very mature for my age. I was doing things that most college kids did not do. now I have a daughter in 8th grade and how triggering she is so young I can not imagine it. I am sorry. TEARSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I hurt so much. I wanna go away..BYE
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 2:43 PM
