drop itTuesday, October 31, 2006Drop it Dr. Rea said . It will hurt for now then it will go away ..so I've dropped it. It's Halloween and I am scared of what is going on inside. So i had T last night I have art t today and and t tomarrow and phone contact on Thursdat and art t again on friday...This is a very busy week . I am so glad I have the treatment team (inside and out) that I do. They really care. Which is the hardest for me. Rambles by CharMonday, October 30, 2006Sitting in the family room the noise is load...everyone is getting ready for school. Samhas a trip to the zoo today. Kayla has to take apple juice in to school Jake has a report to take to school. So i become the bus driver....He hehehehehehehehe. I don't mind driving I am really sleepy. iIhaven't been able to sleep well even with the meds I take... DR. R changed my meds over the weekend cuz of the severe anxiety it seems to lessen it a bit. The closer Halloween comes the worse things seem to be.. People who don't mind their businessThursday, October 26, 2006People should mind their own business it really pisses me off. life as it standsbesides the whole effexor thing...things are still a bit crazy in my head we all know its the season.. I am bit scared to be on effexor right now but will talk to my shrink when I see him.. I can't believe I have been seeing him over a year now...WOW Things sure do fast. AS for me I am settled into a routine with the kids. Yoga, sister moon are two new places I have begun to find comfort. I lost something dear to me but have begun to slowly replace it with stronger things. People who respect me for me.........I have slowly put the things away that cause deep pain......still. SO off to target to find a new tinkybell blanket.............Jen EFFEXOR>>>NOW WHAT??????Effexor is a dangerous drug GO AWAYMonday, October 23, 2006Trusting sucks...I refuse to do it anymore......I allowed myself to be open and honest and my heart got beaten again. Well fuck that no more as of now I am just a shell ...Three years of therapy down the drain......It's amazing what people can do ........They gain your trust than rip it right out of ur soul. Well I am not taking it anymore. No more . I have been so nice up till now. GOOD BYE GO BACK TO WHERE YOU BELONG>>>>>>>>>>>>>NOT IN MY LIFE Lost friendsThursday, October 19, 2006does anyone know what its like to lose a friend? well it hurts like hell.....especially when life goes on and their are many things that remind you of that person. However......time seems to make it less painful. I don't think of it every hour just every day. I wonder if she thinks of me. I wonder if she still cares. I wonder if my life impacted her like she did me. A song comes on that we both like and I think I wonder if she still likes this song......all the bad things she said still sting a bit but she is mor important than that. I wonder if one day she'll be able to be my friend again? |
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