missing my t
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
well m is away again and we r sad...we have peen doing polyvores out the wazoooooooo. It is always hard for us to be here with out m. But she is on vaca out of the country.... little parts are sad... especially darkness younger..she only really got to know m for last few weeks thats hard when they leave.
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 10:07 PM
Kat and poker face
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Poker face By lagy Gaga...Has become Kat'e new words to live by......this is her life what she was taught.........wow how scary....
I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
I wanna roll with him a hard pair we will be
A little gambling is fun when you're with me I love it)
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun, fun
[Poker Face Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
Just like a chick in the casino
Take your bank before I pay you out
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I'm marvelous
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
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scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 8:39 AM
MRS.T and Babies Galore
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Dude, today was hell day....at work it was crazy babies babies and more babies....then off to see the wicked witch of the east...u know M...Mrs..T ...T today was horrid. I tried to get her to talk about anything other than my issues...like the kids, GLee....yeah glee is on!!!! see I can change the subject. Lets talk about Glee....its lady Gaga night tonight I can't wait to watch it....wooohooooooooo.....ok now back to therapy or mrs. T.... she asked why diet pills? Energy? hello anyone home...yeah!!!!!!!!I need them! when u have to stay up all night then go to school, u need energy!!!! so wanna know what a 13 yr old would be doin up all night? night after night? I guess u will have to wait until later!!! Not telling now...heheheheheh...... KAT
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 6:22 PM
hahahaha...Kate
Monday, May 24, 2010
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 1:52 PM
prison break
Saturday, May 08, 2010
Well back from the prison!!!! Hello world....... So my stay at the local prison was a lot more eventful then I thought it would be....30 days, only to come home to a chaotic mess.. That i still have not put together yet.. Life is in full swing again and things are better but as i move moment to moment hope seems to die a bit...HLife is alot harder with the big mr....i dont know what to do? When u realize life is not working because of others, what becomes of choices......Right now I want to say "i want to live" but when no one cares y bother......Life smacks u in the face and.... well time to give up...just me
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 7:08 PM
letter to the editor
Saturday, March 20, 2010
cant sleep whatever was done friday in therapy really freaked me out...still not sleeping but feel like reality is gone....enough for now...sad tired Isabella (just gonna do it)..well i m contiplating it now and i want to so bad.....but i decided to email u instead....and let Raven poly......right now nothing is holding me back from the brink.....but I am going to take it second by second....me....
moment by moment....as I sit here thinking of life death i rememeber you not ever giving up on me. When I seem to be at the point i am u r always there to gently (sometimes not so gently) pull me back remind me of what I have (even tho that feels so not real) idk.....thanks for not giving up when i want so much to give up on myself...thanks for the tools to be able to pull trew minute by minute.......I am overcome with sadness....n i cant deal with it..It haunts me in my sleep....I hurt but i feel i have no right......always jennifer
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 3:58 AM
Therapy
Friday, March 19, 2010
just got home from T!!!! Do I need to say more? nope........HEADache always the headache...Isabella talked to M today...she still feels responsible for sisters situation. I am trying to explain that with Sister she is an adult now. 15 year olds don't really like to hear that..my life is complicated.... many days I live like a 15 yr old with too many resposibilities. Life is hard but someone needs to do it.. Having DID gives me the option of doing it or not...but the effects suck....I don't remember anything somedays. I have to look at the clock all the time to know what time it is..Hours can pass in seconds....T today passed in like 45 seconds...Isabella took over and i was gone....M needs not to ask for her...However i guess thats's part of the process..off to do mommy duty tonight....bTw teenagers are a pain in my ass!!!!!!!! Us.
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 4:34 PM