letter to the editor

Saturday, March 20, 2010

cant sleep whatever was done friday in therapy really freaked me out...still not sleeping but feel like reality is gone....enough for now...sad tired Isabella (just gonna do it)..well i m contiplating it now and i want to so bad.....but i decided to email u instead....and let Raven poly......right now nothing is holding me back from the brink.....but I am going to take it second by second....me....
moment by moment....as I sit here thinking of life death i rememeber you not ever giving up on me. When I seem to be at the point i am u r always there to gently (sometimes not so gently) pull me back remind me of what I have (even tho that feels so not real) idk.....thanks for not giving up when i want so much to give up on myself...thanks for the tools to be able to pull trew minute by minute.......I am overcome with sadness....n i cant deal with it..It haunts me in my sleep....I hurt but i feel i have no right......always jennifer
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