letter to the editorSaturday, March 20, 2010cant sleep whatever was done friday in therapy really freaked me out...still not sleeping but feel like reality is gone....enough for now...sad tired Isabella (just gonna do it)..well i m contiplating it now and i want to so bad.....but i decided to email u instead....and let Raven poly......right now nothing is holding me back from the brink.....but I am going to take it second by second....me.... TherapyFriday, March 19, 2010just got home from T!!!! Do I need to say more? nope........HEADache always the headache...Isabella talked to M today...she still feels responsible for sisters situation. I am trying to explain that with Sister she is an adult now. 15 year olds don't really like to hear that..my life is complicated.... many days I live like a 15 yr old with too many resposibilities. Life is hard but someone needs to do it.. Having DID gives me the option of doing it or not...but the effects suck....I don't remember anything somedays. I have to look at the clock all the time to know what time it is..Hours can pass in seconds....T today passed in like 45 seconds...Isabella took over and i was gone....M needs not to ask for her...However i guess thats's part of the process..off to do mommy duty tonight....bTw teenagers are a pain in my ass!!!!!!!! Us. i m back rantingSunday, March 14, 2010
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