help...they r driving me crazy today..outside n insideFriday, October 14, 2005Ok these kids are getting on my last nerves today Icant stand it..I have no patience...LoL do I ever I wish Hannah would pop out so I could Poof.....These last two days have been really hard but only people on the insdie would know. We have been trained so well to look great on the outside when we feel so lousey on the inside. When one part is hurting the other part and the crying on the inside is so loud I can't stand it..I love these kids but I need some help right now so I m hope we get a bit of help. I am tired and would love to nap. We are going to Mexico in a few days and i will be able to rest there read a book draw and just do what ever I want!!!!!!!But the inside will still be there I cant just leave them home with a babysitter too...oh well such is life...Jenna Wednesday, October 12, 2005
I M BACK ...... PUMPKINHEADHave not posted forever but Dawn has got me back into posting it's a great thing to be doing....Oh pumpkinhead I miss you so much hurry home.....ok so whats going on in my life...lots of things....but the biggest thing is a trip to MEXICO...without the kids...ahhhhhhh!!!!!!! well they should be ok and i can drink myself into oblivion...since its all inclusive. Oh yeah I guess i do have to function a little bit to attend a wedding since that is the reason we r going. And all my hubby's family will be there.....On a up note Ive lost almost 30 lbs...woooohooooooooooooooo...Only a 10000 to go... Damn eating diosorder is gonna get the best of me... But I tell my therapists...I am working on it!!!!! I wish life was a little easier... well thats all for now...bye pumpkinhead....be safe all!!!!!! |
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