sweet dreams
Monday, May 31, 2004
To all I know And all I dont know have a good night a good life .........sweet dreams
All of us
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 11:00 PM
Sleeping With The Lights On
well its bed time again..time to try to go to sleep anyone help with sleep?I have such a hard time sleeping.Cant sleep tonight afraid of the dark I guess..but who knows maybe Ill sleep with the light on.I
I leave a light on
hoping it wont happen
but it does
so I curl up in a ball
and try to sleep
but it never comes
trying to forget
but my mind keeps remembering
until she comes.....
she takes the pain the memories
I fall asleep and the sun comes up
I dont remmember......
Thank You for taking my pain..
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 10:48 PM
ok this how I am feeling right about now a bit frisky a bit troublesome...which is always me lol.....Am I going to get into trouble tonight probably but we will see? I like things to go smoothly and lately others have been making that hard for me so I will have to see how things go tonight I wonder if it is still raining? I may need my raincoat? Sandy
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 9:04 PM
A DAY OF REMEBERENCE
Happy Memorial Day Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Today has been a little bit crazy had to have dinner with the grandmother!!! LoL we put the little ones in for a nap and sent some others to the playground....It is so fun to live in a fantasy world...If only we really could live in a fantasy world..If only we really did not have responsibility ..If only we really did not have to go, to be, to wake up in the morning, every morning...Oh ourse we do we have kids, to live for we have a husband to live for. But y did we live? Thats a question to think about. Not sure y we did. Today is the day of rememberance..WELL YOU DON'T WANNA KNOW WHAT I REMEMBER.......................
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 8:11 PM
Sleepy time...Good nite
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Its 10:30 I am getting ready for bed I am tired,, afraid, a little bit cranky. Today has been a long day we went swimming and played at the playground with the kids. then wecame home..We helped make dinner and then we went to see a three hour movie called Troy. It was very good except there was a lot of killing in it. I wanted to see Shrek @ but Denise wanted to see this so we saw it. I am a little a afraid to go to bed right now because of all the nightmares but maybe i will try reading a book first...I wonder if I can find any good sllep distractions on the web? Well tomarrow is Memorial Day I am not to fond of that but we will survive i hope to sleep in since last nite we went to bed at 4 am and got up at 6 am I am a little tired ..SPinning spinning round and round were we stop now one will be found Sadie
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 10:33 PM
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 3:33 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
WELCOME BLAKE ANDREW BORN 4:01 7LBS 2 0Z 20 1/2 INCHS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BLAKE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 3:29 PM
Hi I am Char this is me you'll get to know me as I post more and more I' m not the original but I' m one who is in control alot I tend to get into a lot of trouble for some reason. I really am innocent .Even though many people dont believe I am...I just sit back and smile
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 12:58 AM
Thought for the day
To be accepted and loved you need to first accept and love yourself. Even the parts that seem the most unloveable and unacceptable....... because these are the ones that need it the most.
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 12:43 AM
Saturday, May 29, 2004
Trina here is a picuture for u I know u were upset that i did not get u a picture so here ya go this is for u ...It is a happy girl a fae...plese remember u r loved...Maybe we can write a story together about her..Stella
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 10:46 PM
Mindy and Nancy can come too
A place we can post feelings a place Mindy and Nancy can come if they want too..totally up to them..but we all agreed on the light side that they can come...even leva agrreed ..lol cause it is non threatning no stories no telling a fun place a place u can be sad a place u can talk but .......u dont need to tell. Stella
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 10:15 PM
A safe place
we r now in the process of looking for a castle to add as our home to show that we have a safe place to be..even tho sum times it does not feel that safe...The world these days does not feel safe with child abductions and school shootings and all the violence there is but at least we have a safe place to put our thought and stuff even tho it is public we all know that and we know that we have to respect each others words....no secret telling just a SAFE place to get to know each other. J.R
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 10:09 PM
Ray......here is a picture I found for u you r an angel sweetie u need this to keep u going...I am so sorry therapy was so hard yesterday.But rememebr that things are ok and u r here with us and we will be a family for ever. Her Dreams give her wings......and she flies to a place where she is loved...Martina Mcbride ....Fly as high as u can
Hi I m Zara I like lots of thing from dancing to singinging to playing in the rain... I m a great friend....dont let me find out u hurt my friends because u will be sorry.......
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 7:01 PM
Welcome to My Castle this is a fun place to be you will meet many many people here some little some big but all with their own personalities!!!!!!
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 6:45 PM
This is how we feel some days blue...........blue the color of water..water the feeling of cold..... cold the reminder of ice...ice the feelings of...numbnessss.......numbness ....not feeling
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 3:54 PM
water lilies aren't they pretty. This is for LILI
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 3:40 PM
woohooooooooooo this is fun
Ok well this is a lot of fun...I created my profile and will add a picture soon so anyone can look at my intrests and such ...I want to add a quote here right now....."If everyone is moving forward together then success takes care of itself"......author unknown...such is how we would like to be living our lives but as of yet it is not working
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 3:07 PM
Welcome to my castle
Welcome Welcome to my Blog it is a work in progress there will be poetry art and song lyrics and thoughts for the days...along with lots of random things....enjoy it will never be dull here in the castle
scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 2:43 PM