hello I am backMonday, February 26, 2007IT has been so long since I have written. I do not know where to start. A few weeks ago my aunt and uncles mansion burnt down. CAusing a lot of internal conflict. My therapist and I were not speaking...we are still trying to work on that. My job is great. depression is terrible all I want to do is sleep. Self destruction ......a term that describes me at the moment. Nicole and I talk all the time and she really understands me, but she will never replace a friend I lost who I miss. I still think of her almost everyday. Especially when I am at work and I walk by the pool. We had such a great time taking the kids to the pool. oh well life goes on.... SO here we r again thinking about sp.........don't want to go but not sure I'll be alive...scary.......but I am crying all the time.....I don't wanna leave my hubby and kids but their are others that need to. |
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