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****WELCOME TO DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER HELL*****

Friday, January 28, 2005

Trusting someone is just not allowed. And why would we trust someone outside our selves. That Is a crazy thing...We gave the others the benefit of the doubt. To allow another in to allow another to be part of our world for their good, because they wanted it. We said be careful. Yet they still go on telling secrets, secrets that could ultimatly get us killed....Though these outsiders do not believe this..............Well not anymore I am stopping this to many times things have gone wrong. NO MORE OUTSIDERS>>>>ITS OVER

CRIMSON

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CHAOS

Monday, January 24, 2005

Look up the word chaos and my picture will be right there. Today has been one of those days were everything is crazy...confusing. Not sure what to do. Its like the calm before the storm. Jack is very much upset today he can not find a place.... he is mad too. Life seems so lifeless today. So many reasons to live but yet so many to die....
PAIN...HURT...DESRUCTION...SADNESS...
life always moving never ending in a world where abuse and violence is all too common. Back to the chaos in my life created by violence fueled by fear.....Dana

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paradox

Friday, January 21, 2005

Do you Ever feel like life just passes you bye. Well thats how I am feeling right now. Spending most times not on the outside I have seen how much I have missed. I do not like to be the one on the outside most times because its a lot of work. Taking care of kids doing laundry cleaning...And the pain of being in the body. The head hurts all the time. The body aches. I do not really want this. Because it sux. So paradoxally I have missed so much but also there is a price to pay for being the one present. So as of now I think I would rather be inside and miss things than on the outside..But for now outside it is until someone else takes over.......... Leah

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this is how we feel today

Monday, January 17, 2005

Rescued By DANA

I walked through the
gate to the cemetary
looking for the stone with my name
the dewy grass under my feet
felt like a carpet welcoming me home
I searched and searched but couldn't find it
I knew it was there somewhere
frenzied I ran from headstone to headstone
growing weaker with each step I took
They told me it was here
could they have lied?
Am I not going to die today like they said?
my mind was shattered
the pieces lay on the ground
I lay down in the grass awaiting destiny
my soul burning with the agony of lemment
my body aching with terror and fearwaiting and hoping to be rescued
I wait and I wait and I wait
seeminly for hours
only to feel the earthworms crawl on my body
and the cold dirt on my handsI
waited to be rescued but nobody came
I lay on the dew covered grass and fell asleep
living the nightmare all over again by myself
Maybe someday I won't be alone?

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Randomness

Friday, January 07, 2005

ok randomness..we are bit foggy today..not sure y but we are. Hmmm could it be that we r totally overwhelmed right now...dont know but if anyone wants to share with us we would love it...OMG does this make no sense at all...I told u it was random...well I guess that what its going to have to be today....and for u MR.ROCKTAXI I updated my blog.......

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