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• At 2:10 AM,  Anonymous said…

  hey jen its miriam. just wanted to let u know that i'm watching ur blog blog. checking in on u to make sure that u are ok. give me a call.

   

• At 2:56 PM,  Gatekeepers4 said…

  love ya miriam I am so glad u are leaving me comments I'll miss u so much when u go way I am gonna call u now......

   

• At 7:41 PM,  Anonymous said…

  so my psych was gonna leave me b/c she told me she said if I OD then we're not working together. but i reminded her that i told her i'll try to slowly get it under control, and so far i went from 16 ->12 -> 8. so she agreed to keep working w/me if i get my act together.
  and insurance didn't want to add more days, and i refuse to have my parents pay $60K so she said if I stay out of crisis then i can wait till Jan to go to Menninger if I need.
  For now, i increased regular therapy to 3x a wk and i spent the day yesterday going over what happened with all my therapists. basically they told me that at times i can be a bratty, manipulative little kid. what's new!
  my primary therapist and i agreed that i would take no more than 8 pills and only when i'm alone and w/o driving. then, slowly we'll decrease it. of course, that does not mean she's promoting my actions.
  i also spoke w/the rabbi and he was very encouraging. he keeps telling me how i'm really special and this will make me a better person at the end. he's like, i wish u could c who u r....
  anyway, my psych is right. i've been going from crisis to crisis since January. I have to get out of this mode.
  I CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  thanx for all your support, Jen!
  It makes it so much easier for me when you're there to listen!!!
  Good luck to you and keep up the good work!!!!!!!!!

   

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