N has called everyday even twice a day to get us over this holiday hell. It has been the worst this time because there has been more memories given to more of us. She keeps trying to explain that there are so many of us because thats the only way we survived. And that the way we are feeling now gives us a glance at what we must have felt at ten....a lot of confusion...sadness..anger..hurt...pain...that we deserved what happened...Then I think what 10 year old deserves to be hurt that way. NONE...Becca hun you do not deserve it you did nothing wrong, in fact you saved my life...and for that I am truely grateful. I am sorry you hurt so much I see now what you went through. The pain and confusion. The wanting to run away, to get in trouble so someone would notice...but no-one did(which was the way it had to be)or our lives would have been in jeopardy. I was very angry for getting these cascades of memories but I am starting to understand that if they are not given this way I do not listen to you all. The reason they come like this is because it is the only way I can experience them and understand what you went through. So Becca I thank you again scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 9:46 AM
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