ranting

Friday, February 10, 2006

Saw M my T today...it was okay we talked about some hard shit. We talked about really needing to be in sp. I guess I am definitly going when my number comes up. I hope everyone will be okay.. I just wanna cry . Nothing feels safe right now. my whole system was triggered by something she says and now the littles are afraid of her. What else is new. WE atleast some of us older ones knopw she did not mean to trigger us.
SI program been triggered along with a lot of other shit. SO I need to be careful not to allow any littles to be out alone. I feel so sad about that I want to cry cry forever. The hurt done by one man was so much...he can't be named but I can say the more I learn the harder it is to believe we loved him.....There is only one man we can honestly say loved us for real and he is presently in our lives...I know he loves us even tho he doesn't understand he does love us...An we love him more than he knows...hunny..I m sorry for not allowing u to care for us we are actively working on that.........for u

Honestly I believe in you
Do you trust in me
PatientlyI will stand by you
I will stand beside you faithfully
And through the years
I will be a friend
For always and forever
Call on me and I'll be there for you
I'm a friend who always will be true
And I love you can't you see
That I can say I love you
Honestly yes
Call on me and I'll be there for you
I'm a friend who always will be true
And I love you can't you see
That I love you
HonestlyI will never betray your trust in me
And I love you can't you see
That I can say I love youHonestly
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