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Thursday, February 09, 2006

losing ur license sucks....grrrrrrrrr especially when i need him more than he knows....i don't wanna go without him but maybe I will have to ..*tears* I am afraid to leave the kids I am afraid to leave him...but I know i need to go for my safety..things are increasing ly getting worse..I know he looks at me and sees failure..I am a failure as a mom as a wife...I try though..I love him more and more..I hope he knows that..But what kind of wife thinks about death? or cuts their body up like vegatables.......someone who is psycho...or maybe a bit desperate...or who has been so badly hurt they don't know what to do with the hurt...hopefully he knows he is loved........
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