Ranting

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Well I called my therapists yesterday and told them I did not have DID. That I made it all up. Guess what they don't believe me. Oh well it was a good try. I am so tired of dealing with this that I figured if I made it up I could just not deal. I don't want to have these flashbacks. I have em all the time. Then to top it off I have nightmares at night. do not sleep well at night. My friends that understanD are away. I miss them so bad.
Pumpkinhead has been gone for a while and I miss her like crazy. I can't wait until she comes home. She should be back soon. J is in Florida..I have no idea when she will be home I hope soon because I miss her too. I am very lonely these days. No-one understands me cept' the above mentioned girls. It sux. Unless u have DID its very hard to understand it. I think its hard for me to understand too. That brings me back to telling my t's iIdont have DID...When in reality it is so loud in my head that I can't seem to concentrate !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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