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• At 1:14 AM,  ShatteredInSilence said…

  I didn't get to talk to you tonight...dammit. There weren't enough hours in the day today. I'm still not packed...din get to talk to like anyone I wanted to...and I am just beat now. I apologize :)
  
  I want to tell you this...all parts of you...before I go (as if I won;t call you LOL). I want you to know that I love you...all of you...in a place that I often can't touch it's such a deep and moving place inside me. A positive and caring place.
  
  I want you to know that you aren't the reason I am where I am now, and yer not complicating things at all for me in terms of IP(trust me Rachel outlined to me the whole damn treatment plan for IP...and of the 9 billion things I gotta work on, yer not there, LOL...sorry you dun have that much power hehehe). Our relationship may be a bit complicated...wherever it may stand atm...but that;s okay...cos the stuff that's good and worth having...the really meaningful stuff/people/relationships...they are all complicated. Simple is boring and too easy, and nothing simple is all that great. Everything worth anything is complicated. And to me you are worth everything and more. Even if you dun believe that...I do...and since it's all about me...then dammit yer worth everything...cos I said so...and what I say goes MWAhahahaha!!! (now you can look up the code for Narcisstic Personality Disorder for me...i'm ready for it LOL)
  
  Seriously though. I'm going away so I can stay alive and be with you again soon. And I will call you asap. My wish while I'm away from you is that you take care of you to the best of yer ability, do good stuff for yerself (even if it's in between the not so good stuff), and ask for help when u need it.
  
  I love you all and I will be in touch!
  *hugs and kisses and love*
  Dawn (and everyone inside)

   

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