Friday, November 19, 2004

I am so tired today I can't believe how tired I am... I guess thats what hapenes when you are up all night with a baby throwing up....I also had nightmares, I kept having the same dream even when I would get up with the baby. I would go back to sleep and be right back in the dream..it was so vivid. I WAS SO AFRAID. I HAVE NOT BEEN THIS AFRAID IN A LONG TIME. I WAS AN ADULT AND WATCHED MY HUSBAND AND MY CHILDREN DIE, BY HORRIFIC DEATHS IT WAS TERRIBLE. As I awaited the killer trying to come find me....There was no where to hide. I was so frighten. I am having a hard time typing right now. I feel very spacey and drugged. Yuck I hate feeling this way. damn this is so bad the room starts to spin... This is my life The damn flashbacks and memories especially body memories.

Oh well life will hopefully get better.............................................................................SOMEDAY

scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 5:39 PM  

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