morning rants......i survived a night from hell

Monday, August 23, 2004

It's morning and I survived something I thought Was not going to happen..I felt terrible last night . I couldn't sleep!!! My eyes hurt this morning from crying, my life seems to be in emotional shambles. There is way to much activity going on. However I did find a very cool painting this morning on the dining room table. These things happen all the time. I must have been really sleepy when I did that painting cuz i just don't remembere doing it.

Rescued By DANA

I walked through the gate to the cemetary
looking for the stone with my name
the dewy grass under my feet
felt like a carpet welcoming me home

I searched and searched but couldn't find it
I knew it was there somewhere
frenzied I ran from headstone to headstone
growing weaker with each step I took

They told me it was here
could they have lied?
Am i not going to die today like they said?
my mind was shattered the pieces lay on the ground

I lay down in the grass awaiting destiny
my soul burning with the agony of lemment
my body aching with terror and fear
waiting and hoping to be rescued

I wait and I wait and I wait
seeminly for hours
only to feel the earthworms crawl on my body
and the cold dirt on my hands

I waited to be rescued but nobody came
I lay on the dew covered grass and fell asleep
living the nightmare all over again by myself
Maybe someday I won't be alone?


scribbled Gatekeepers4@ 8:01 AM  

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